13.8.12 |

intro dulu..

Apa mende yg org selalu nak tp susah nak dpt....
Tp yg tak nak senang lak nak dpt?????????


Ramadhan kali ni Allah nak uji aku..tp actually tak ler seberat mana tp impact nyer sgtla berat....
Patutla before ni mood aku semua kelaut ....ngn badan lemah lesu semcam jer....
rupa2 nyaaaaa.................hmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
Peot aku mai di tarikh yg betui cuma lain dr biasa..... biasanya heavy awai2 kan... tp ni cuma staining jer...
Aku pun buat tak tau jer almost 1 week n ari2 aku doa yg aku tak terpregnant.... siap suh laki aku doakan sekali sebab seriously aku mmg tak bersedia fizikal mental n si kecik baru 1y7m.....n still fully brestfeeding.... uwwwwwaaaaaaa..................aku mmg tak amik pil perancang coz fully breastfeeding n amalkan traditional method and confident at least 2 yers after fully breastfeeding baru nak makan pil.....lagik satu aku confident kononnya takkan pregnant coz yg lepas2 boleh bertahan at least 3 years.......

Last week tgh tgk tv tv heavy bleeding n kuar ketul2 gitu.....so esoknyer aku pun pi klinik for checkup n after testing urine...its +veeeeeeee.................uwwaaaaaa......... dr ckp kita scan for confirmation....kalau ada tu awak kene redho jer la yer n cont. with this pregnancy ......5+++ w ........tp dr ckp nampak cam flat n nothing inside.........(terus terang aku jadik lega.....) .... so dr refer ke paakr for D&C processs.....
esoknyer aku pi KPMC Kajang n jumpa dr for futher action..... bila kat KPMC lagik jelas nampak kantung tu tp nothing inside...... dr Jamil kasik 1 week for monitoring..... if still nothing baru buat DnC..... so akupun dr minggu lepas pai minggu ni kepala asyik berteka teki teka tekuk jerrrrrrrr......... siap tak puas ngan dr lagik pasal aku dah bleeding fresh blood siap ketul2 lagik...tp dr ckp maybe itu just ketulan darah jer n scan still tak nampakl heartbeat coz kecil lagik .....argggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

Jumaat lepas lak...lepas maghrib tiba2 dpt call pasal abah aku muntah darah time nak berbuka.....dipendekkan citer pi hosp n kene warded.....alhamdulillah nothing serious....n abah dah discharge ahad semalam.....

Esok penentuan dan keputusan ...... klaau kene DnC  MC la aku 2 minggu ...n konfem kene berpantang raya ni.............huwwwaaaaaaa.......aku nak makan makanan rayaaaaaaaaaaaa................
Seriously mood raya aku dah kelautttttttttt...................